lifeless!!!

hmmm..mylife getting worst!!! intan tak sangke benda2 mcm nie bole jadi kat intan..intan pun tak expect akn jadi..hmmm intan pun tak tau ape puncanye n nape jadi kat intan n family intan..intan terpakse berhenti blaja atas sbb2 msalah kewangan n mslah keluarga..intan mcm tak percaye bile intan terpakse berhenti blaja... :(( intan rase mcm tade mse depan...intan malu ngn kawan2 intan n jeles tgk dieorg dpt sambung blaja smpai graduate..intan just dpt blaja separuh jalan jew...nnt dieorg dpt kerja yg bagus2 n bole jamin mse depan..tak mcm intan..hmmm semua ape yg intan nak tak pernah intan dpt.. termsuk laa org yg intan sayang (my sweet prince)..kate org mungkin lum smpai lagi mse n bkn rezeki intan..tapeh laa intan redha n takan putus asa..:) mmg intan bkn org yg baik2 tapi intan tak buat jahat oke..hahah :P tapi kalu nakal tu biaselaa kann..heee :P btw tak semua manusia semprna..tapi intan akan cube jadi jadi yg terbaik dmate parents n org yg intan syg.. hmmm my life is full with darkness,loneliness,sadness,madness and lifeless!!!! who can make me smile?? i want happiness!!! sometimes i hve to prentend depan org yg intan happy.. intan tau ramai yg tak suke intan tapi dieorg layankan  jew..(ingt aku tak tau) tolong laa jgn jadi fake!! if u really dun't like me just please stay away from me and dun't make me mad,sad n show ur fucking face to me again!!! please im begging on you!!! owhh dear, i need someone rite now to by my side.. :( hmm speechless!! (SUCK!!!)