Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you

Mariah Carey - HERO

HERO by Mariah Carey

There's a hero if you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid of what you are
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know will melt away

R: And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And then you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road when you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
You can find love if you search within your self
And the empitiness you felt will disappear

Back to R

# Lord knows dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone tear them away
Hold on, there will be tomorrow
In time you'll find the way

BILA BERTEMU MU- Shiha mentor 5

Bila Bertemu Mu - Shiha Mentor 5
Kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
Kau tahu betapa ku fikir tentangmu
Jika aku dapat hadir dalam kamu
Kan kubuktikan, kataku ini

Kau tahu betapa hebatnya cintamu
Kau tahu betapa tewasnya diriku
Jika dulu banyak cinta yang mendatang
Ku.. kan tolak, kerna ku tak mahu

korus
Kau satu dalam sejuta…
Kau tak ada tandingan lagi
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang namanya kasih
Untuk diri ini
Yang dah lama tak mengenali cinta

Ke mana saja ku pergi..
Takkan jumpa sepertimu
Kerna diri ini
sukar menerima erti cinta murni…

Bila bertemu mu…

ooo… hoo… hoo..

hoo.. Kau satu dalam sejuta…
Kau tak ada tandingan lagi
Hanyalah dirimu
Yang namanya kasih
Untuk diri ini
Yang dah lama tak mengenali cinta

Ke mana saja ku pergi..
Takkan jumpa sepertimu.. ho..
Kerna diri ini
sukar menerima
erti cinta murni…

Bila bertemu mu…

Bila…
Bertemu mu…

TAK PAYAH NAK MENYEBOK!

Hidup nie susah betul kalau ade orang suke menyebok ngn ape yang kite buat.  suke hati aku laaa nak update status macam mane pun. aku nak jadi jiwang ke nak marah ke nak suke2 ke aku punye pasal laa.. ape yg kau tak puas hati sgt.. kau update status kat mana2 aku tak pernah pun nak bising or  ckp ape2.. kau kan kalau hidup stakat nak jadi stalker n menyindir org tak payah hidup laa kau. menyampah pulak aku.. sebenarnye aku taknak laa ckp mcm tuh kan yelaa tu hak masing2 nak update ape kat FB n Twitter tetepi disebabkan kau dah menyebok dlm urusan hidup aku jadi aku terpakse laaa update blog ngn bahase yg kurang sopan mcm nie..  haihhhh tolong laa jgn sebok2 dlm hidup aku.. kau kutok2 aku tapi still nak bergosip2 ngn aku. ape niee weyh
-__-" kau tak yah laa nak jadi SYAITAN YANG BERTOPENGKAN MANUSIA! dpn je baik blakang aku kau buat cerita mcm2 psl aku. ape la salah aku ngn kau kan smpai kau kutok2 aku..  aku rase aku dah bole  'delete' kau dlm hidup aku.  SEKIAN!


*Kepada sesiapa yang terase...hmmmm PADAN LAA MUKE KAU! ADE AKU KESAH!

love the way you are

Be Beautiful

Be Amazing

Be Fabulous Forever

Be Just The Way You Are :)

lifeless!!!

hmmm..mylife getting worst!!! intan tak sangke benda2 mcm nie bole jadi kat intan..intan pun tak expect akn jadi..hmmm intan pun tak tau ape puncanye n nape jadi kat intan n family intan..intan terpakse berhenti blaja atas sbb2 msalah kewangan n mslah keluarga..intan mcm tak percaye bile intan terpakse berhenti blaja... :(( intan rase mcm tade mse depan...intan malu ngn kawan2 intan n jeles tgk dieorg dpt sambung blaja smpai graduate..intan just dpt blaja separuh jalan jew...nnt dieorg dpt kerja yg bagus2 n bole jamin mse depan..tak mcm intan..hmmm semua ape yg intan nak tak pernah intan dpt.. termsuk laa org yg intan sayang (my sweet prince)..kate org mungkin lum smpai lagi mse n bkn rezeki intan..tapeh laa intan redha n takan putus asa..:) mmg intan bkn org yg baik2 tapi intan tak buat jahat oke..hahah :P tapi kalu nakal tu biaselaa kann..heee :P btw tak semua manusia semprna..tapi intan akan cube jadi jadi yg terbaik dmate parents n org yg intan syg.. hmmm my life is full with darkness,loneliness,sadness,madness and lifeless!!!! who can make me smile?? i want happiness!!! sometimes i hve to prentend depan org yg intan happy.. intan tau ramai yg tak suke intan tapi dieorg layankan  jew..(ingt aku tak tau) tolong laa jgn jadi fake!! if u really dun't like me just please stay away from me and dun't make me mad,sad n show ur fucking face to me again!!! please im begging on you!!! owhh dear, i need someone rite now to by my side.. :( hmm speechless!! (SUCK!!!)

don't hope, trust, give too much because 

that too much can hurt you so much :)

can or can't???

ILOVEYOU lebih dari seorg kwn..u know what..i tak pernah syg org smpai mcm nie..i teringin sgt na bgtau u yg i sayang kat u..but i dun't know how..i takot..i tau i mesti kne reject..tapeh laa maybe i bole syg u dri jauh jew.:( i akn pendam perasaan nie smpai bile2..until u sedar sndri yg i sebenarnye syg kat u..i do really love u babe..please give me chance to show my love to u..hmmmm tak tau na ckp ape lagi..sedihhhh sgtsgsgtsgstsgt..sbb tak dpt na bgtau u yg i do love u..:'(

*if you rase this story ade kne mengene ngn u please laa tnye i..at that time i akn bgtau u...yg i really2 love u n i really meant it!!!

                                                                                                                            TRULY LOVE,

                                                                                                                               iNtan syafiza

i LOVE YOU ALIFF AZIZ :D

                                                            sayang sayang :)

oke..na ce cite sikit kat sni pasal ALIFF AZIZ..heee :P intan minat gile kat die..start minat tak tau bile tau2 da fanatik..hahah (gedik!) first dga lagu die sayang2 tu laa..hee mule2 dga kat radio jew..but one day tu intan ade tgk kat TV singapore ttbe ade die...perghhh hensem siot!!!(bg aku die ensem) lepas tu g kedai cd na cari album die but then tade duit..hmmmm disbbkan ALIFF AZIZ, intan sanggup tak mkn g sekolah sbb na kumpul duit beli cd die..lame jgk laa na kumpul dekat sebulan gak.. yewlaa mne tak lame, g sekolah bwak seringgit jew... sob sob sob..hahah tapi tapeh intan tak putus ase..intan kumpul sampai ckup RM30..finally i bought the CD...yeay!! (excited gile) hahah mase beli tu mcm org tak betul gak sbb time da klua dari kdai cd tu asyik tersenyum jew...hahahah ibu intan pun pelik..:P time tu tak saba gile na smpai uma na dga lagu die..haishhh smpai uma jew terus g pasang cd die..haha for me aliff nye suare unik..(sape tak suke ko diam!)  tapi agk kecewa skit sbb cd die tade clip video..hmmm :( just ade suare die jew...humm :'( sedihhhh!!!! but its oke.. at least intan dapt beli cd die... ;) wink! die laa artis pertama yg intan minat smpai snggup kumpl duit semata2 na bli cd die..hahahah (mcm tade keje jew)  OWHH YEAH!! TO THE ALL ALIFF AZIZ HATERS!! KEEP HATING HIM!! BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE SAYING I DUN'T CARE!! AND I DUN'T CARE AND I DUN'T GIVE A DAMN THING!!!hahahahaah :D
                                                

his name muhammad Aliff bin Aziz :)

his 20 years old :)

from singapore :)

he have 3siblings n he is the eldest :)

this picture for his first cover album :)

he have twins sisters :)

aliff aziz juara realiti tv ANUGERAH 2007

and last but not least.. ILOVE U ALIFF :)

                                              

                                                                                                                                LOVE YOU,
                                                                                                                                 intan syafiza


 

DULU DAN SELAMANYA :')

u know what..i have been long time love u..but i dun't have any chance to tell you what im feel rite now..hmmm i hope u realize that i love u.. :( i was afraid to tell you.. :'(
this song special dedicate to you.. :) now and forever...

                                                                                                                                      BIG LOVE,
                                                                                                                                      intan syafiza

GEMERLAPAN 1997 :)

 

SINOPSIS:

 Mimi menggemari muzik dangdut. Kehadirannya di sebuah kolej elit telah menimbulkan pelbagai reaksi. Antaranya, Nel yang merasakan muzik dangdut agak kekampungan, dan Pam yang bimbang popularitinya tergugat. Ketibaan seorang pelajar baru (Mr. X) menyemarakkan lagi persaingan di antara mereka semua. Lama-kelamaan, Mel mulai menyukai Mimi dan selalu menghantar kad-kad misteri kepadanya. Pada suatu hari, pihak kolej telah mengadakan pertandingan nyanyian. Pam yakin dapat mengekalkan kejuaraannya, dan dia juga cuba menyekat penyertaan Mimi. Walau bagaimanapun, rancangan jahat Pam diketahui oleh Mimi dan dia telah membalas perbuatan tersebut sehingga Pam gagal dalam pertandingan itu. Kerana begitu marah, Pam telah memotong bekalan elektrik semasa Nel sedang membuat persembahan. Nel kemudiannya mencapai sebuah gitar lalu menyanyikan sebuah lagu yang senikatanya terdapat dalam kad-kad yang diterima oleh Mimi. Akhirnya, keputusan pertandingan pun diumumkan di mana Mimi telah memenangi pertandingan itu dan dia berkongsi kemenangannya dengan Nel. Tidak lama kemudian, mereka semua pun tamat pengajian dan menerima diploma masing-masing.. :) 

*cite nie beshh...heee tgk bnyk kali pun tak pena jemu..:P tapi tu bg intan laa...heeee sile laa tgk yee.. have fun!!! :D 

THE name is INTAN SYAFIZA :)

The name is Intan syafiza bt mohd yani but you can call me whatever you please.
I'm 19 years old. live in JB :D
I'm me.
I'm silly, funny, clueless, intelligent, hyper, fun, caring, kind, loving, and whole medley of other things. above all i'm a human being.
I love music. it's not my life, but it's one of the most important things in it.:) 
I'm single, i don't really mind being single. it's alright.

SAYA SAYANG ADIK2 SAYA.. :)

this is my adik..accept yg pink tuw..hahah fitri, raihan, abby n tasya tade dlm gmba.. :)

adik,

seperti bintang dan bulan, seperti laut dan persisiran pantai kita saling memerlukan sesungguhnya kakak gembira dikurniakan seorang adik teristimewa seperti kamu semua..melalui keikhlasan dan kejujuran, semakin utuh dan bermakna ikatan antara kita, yang pasti kaulah adik yang amat aku sayangi, kau sentiasa mampu membantu melakarkan senyuman pada bibir ku.. sekian sahaja coretan yang terdaya...

truly Love, INTAN SYAFIZA :)

the BAD things!!!

BAd THiNgs ARE ALways GOing TO HAPPEN iN LIFE..PEOPLE WILL HURT YOU, BUT YOU CAN'T USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE TO HURT SOMEONE BACK...

loves, INTAN SYAFIZA :)

LOVE YOU KAKAK!!! (^_^)

nie kak syiera..comel kann...:)

nie kakak kandung intan..nme die kak nana..lawa tak??lawa kan die..:)

haaa..yg nie pulak along intan..nme die umairah tp kiteorg adk bradik pnggil along..along yg bju pink tuw...comel kan kan..heee :)

sister,
i'm glad you're my sister, i want you to know how very importnant you are to me and just how much love there is for you deep within my heart... you're the person i always want to have everything with i'm really glad you're my sister.. you mean the world to me.. i love you kakak!!!
this speacial to all my sister.. :)
Along, kaknana, kak syiera, sis nurul...n kakak2 yg lain.. :)

truly love, INTAN SYAFIZA  (^_~) 

" Cinta Pertama dan Terakhir " :)

...i want to spend my life time loving you my dear...

love you

love you

love you

love you

love you

love you

n i love you even more Bb..

the first time i meet you, i know you're the one in my dream..

*NO ONE LOVES YOU LIKE ME..NO ONE!!!

Ku Kan Tetap Menunggu Mu... :')

                                                             This video clip specially for you

                                                                                                                                         Truly love,
                                                                                                                                  INTAN SYAFIZA

dugaan hidup yg tiada penghujungnye.. :'(

 Dengan lafaz bismillahirahmanirahim aku na mula kn satu cite....

Hidup nie banyak sgt permainan dan dugaan...dan mcm2 org kite akn jmpe...org yg baik,yg pndai berlakon dpn kite "konon" baik...aku terase na tulis psl nie sbb aku ade laa dgr cite yg org sgt benci n tak suke kat aku...(ape laaa masalah kau) kalo kau rase aku tak bole simpan rahsie or aku nie jenis pembawak mulut kenape kau still na cite masalh kau n kawan ngn aku lagi??? aku tak sangka kau buat aku mcm nie..padahal aku dah bnyk tolng  kau..tp aku still diam jew even kau dah buat fitnah pasal aku....yeee aku tau aku gedik yg teramat..tp tak perlu kot buat aku mcm nie..hmmm n kepada semua org yg tak suke aku, yg suke kutuk2 aku, yg ckp aku nie suke cari perhatian org ramai n mcm2 lagi laaa...kau teruskan laa ber'CAKAP' pasl aku...makin kau ber'CAKAP' psl aku makin lame kau mesti dpt bnyk 'PAHALA' kannn...aku pun tak tau ape yg besh sgt kau suke 'CAKAP' psl aku??? untuk pengetahuan kau no body is perfect oke! sume manusia ade buat silap n dosa..n sila tgk diri sendiri dulu baru 'CAKAP' psl org lain...biase laa mulut longkang kan mmg mcm tuw...tapi kan longkang kalo dibersihkan, dicuci pakai clorox bole bersih n cantik...tapi kalo mulut manusia yg mcm longkang mmg susah laa na 'DIBERSIHKAN'...tak kan laaa mulut mnsia na kne bersih kan pkai clorox pulak kn...

sumpah aku ckp aku sedih sgt bile dga kau laa org yg CAKAP psl aku...aku sedih sgt..down gile..smpai one week aku tak mkn nsik aku just makn biskut...time tuw aku tak tau na buat ape..dgn ibu aku tak sihat,ade bf pun mcm tade then die lak ngah sakit jugak..aku na cite kat besh frens aku pun aku takot..sbb aku trauma sgt...aku susah sgt na percayekan org skrg...tapi aku rase hilang sikit sedih aku bile aku cite kat kwn baik aku yg dah bnyk tolng aku..die laaa kwn n kakak aku kat sni yg bnyk jge aku..aku harap die takan jdi mcm org2 lain yg tak suke kat aku..

kepada semua terima kasih sangat sebab bgi intan semangat...even intan bnyk susah kan korng..dan ribuan terima kasih kepada yg suke CAKAP psl aku..tahniah laa yee!!

*Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you speak, think.

(tak bole ckp lebih2 nanti kene kutuk lagi...)
        

true friends :)

a true friend is someone who says nice things behind your back.”

“oh she's nice, she's kind, innocent too. she's probably pretty, the right one for you. so just forget me: I'm only a friend. though I'll be with you, until the end.”

“women who love women are Lesbians. men, because they can only think of women in sexual terms, define Lesbian as sex between women.”

“I think fish is nice, but then I think that rain is wet, so who am I to judge?”

“it's not true that nice guys finish last. nice guys are winners before the game even starts.”

“a foolish guy tells a girl to stop talking, but a wise guy tells her that her mouth is extremely beautiful when her lips are closed”

"the sexiest thing about guys is how they are with kids. if they are great with kids they are real men. selfless, powerful, comforting.. too bad so many guys suck!"

“a girl never forgets the guys she could have had; a guy, the girls he couldn't”

“you see a lot of smart guys with dumb women, but you hardly ever see a smart woman with a dumb guy.”

“seems like I am always chosen to be the 'friend'. they can date other girls, and go out with other girls, but when it comes to me, I always hear those same three words.. 'let's be friends' and I can date other guys, but the ones I really care about”



poem:

There was a time
When I thought you were for me.
I saw no flaws in my choice
I guess I didn't see.

You didn't treat me nicely
Despite how I treated you.
I cared for you, I loved you
And that you even knew.

I kept telling myself
That you could change your ways.
But you proved me wrong
Every single day.

I didn't know what to do then,
My heart was already broken.
You broke my heart and you used it
Like some kind of game token.

You gained satisfaction
From other people's pain.
You never even cared for me
YOU DROVE ME INSANE! ! !

I realize now that its impossible
To even be your friend.
There is no chance left for me,
Our relationship's at an end.

I can't believe I never saw it before.
What had blinded me?
Everyone knew this would happen
How come I couldn't see?

I guess I was overconfident
That this would work out fine.
I guess I was mistaken,
I had crossed the line.

Things will never be
The way that I dreamed them to be.
I wish I never spoke the word "I miss you"
Cause it's hurt me into....

iTs ALL about LOVE... :)

Every person will feel "these" when everyone fall in LOVE.....

but dun't u ever to wish bad things for the person that u hate...cause..later u will feel the same feeling like them... and forget all about being unfaithful...u will regret what u've done....TRUST ME.... Be yorself... love everyone..dun't make anyone that u love hurt...kind to everyone...choose the truth LOVE....dun't force your heart to love someone...dun't be hypocrite... dun't let anybody hate u dear....dun't be loneliness....find someone that u can trust to ALWAYS by your side when u in trouble or lonely....u will be happy after that...fill your life with happiness...die???...dun't think about it...just be happy... life only once dear...choose the person that love u...and u can try to love him after that... the person that love us, can make us more happiness....trust me...

                                                               ...AND...

 IF anyone that u love have someone else, let him go..think about his happiness and go find peaceful and try to love someone else...dun't be ego!!! (its hurt)

REMEMBER THIS:

 U will never know how strong u are until being strong is the only choice u have..

                                                                                   LOves. intan syafiza...

SORRY I LOVE YOU... )=

I'm sorry for the love you .. I dont know since when I began to love you .. I try to want you to know but I dont have any chance...i know this all too fast for us ... but I really want you to know that I love you so much .why I still waiting ..???  even though I know the reality we'll never be together.. but even you dont need me but I always wish the best for your future .....just let me love you from far..thats enough for me.. but its hurt also.. :'(
 sayang, just let me love you from far..